Seek!

Her eyes wanders around the place, the sea of shocking red is in stark contrast to the pale green of the lawn around ,she hears the familiar sound of knives and spoons clinking against plates,she sees people walking around with their meals in deep assiduousness, but these sights and sounds are like mute nothings. Her eyes continues to search, for that one single anticipated glimpse,she knows not what she is looking for but she subconsciously knows what her eyes seek.The light that she had hungered for once is now reduced to a subdued blur.

She asks herself "what is it I seek"? Love,intimacy,companionship,there was never a dearth of it. While her friends rolled in hay she walked around,a solitary speck in the sky. She pursued her own path, undeterred.
She asks herself "why is it i fear?" Confident,articulate,garrulous, she was like a chill-champagne,but when the moment arouse she fought for words,she felt her toungue clinch.

Hiding behind these questions she continues on her path.And then the moment befalls.! Walking tall with a crop of frizz ,this she was inconceivable to miss. The smile on her face erupts back wiping away the mazed look in her eyes.Her heart skips a beat,her legs shudders and a sense of fervor envelopes her.She knows it will last only for a short time but the magic of it all mesmerises her.
Silent parting!
She waits with anticipation for the moment to come again....

"you can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see,but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel"